This Is How I Want Us To Be...

"Still" by Tamia

Mmmm yea-hey-oh-woah-oh yea-hey-oh-woah-oh-woah
usually when two people are together for a long time
things seem to change
it's been said nothing good lasts forever but this love gets better every day,
we get all excited inside everytime that we get alone,
he still got love in his eyes, and I still got love in my soul

[Chorus:]
Still, feels like the first time we met that I kissed and I told you I love you,
we still run around like teenagers even though we're grown and married with kids,
and we still talk on the phone for hours when I'm away
and he still writes letters and send me flowers every other day,
the question everybody ask is how we make it last
I tell them
I still
he still
we still

Now I still smile in the morning, when I realize when I'm still in his arms,
we know everything about each other, but we still keep holding on - yeah,
we're never gonna break up
we'll be always there to make up as long as we stick together
we'll climb higher,
I'm gonna ride with him to the wire,
our love is never gonna end we're on fire,

[Chorus]

We go through problems like everybody else (but I really don't mind)
but I don't mind 'cause it makes us keep it fresh
what's sadder than an argument is the thought we may have never been
He's my lover, my baby's father, my lifetime partner and my friend,
still the man of my dreams,
he still, still the man for me and I'm still in love with him so deeply,
I think I'll sing it again
He's still, still the man of my dreams,
he's still, still the man for me and I'm still in love with him deep deeply

Butterflies, Rainbows, Skittles and Other Good Stuff

So you know the feeling...when you are floating on your very own cloud...feeling like you are high off of something...well, I am officially there!

I love the things he says to me. I love the way he looks at me. I get giddy when I think of him.

Of course, I can't let him know that yet. I have to play it cool and let God work this thing out. It has only been a couple of months since we started talking on the phone. Only a couple of weeks since we have been seeing each other in person.

I pray that this is it...

When Feeling So Right Had Never Been So Wrong...

Yep, I am admitting I was wrong...God did not have "God's Perfect Choice" for me...his perfect choice actually came in a different package all together! Being so wrong has never been so right though...

I am in love!!!! I haven't ever felt like this. The "knowing" is the best part. I have finally experienced all of those things that you hear about. I put emotions to the side and let friendship grow. That was the best thing that I could have ever done.

DC Squared is the best man a lady could ever ask for. Thoughtful, kind, humble, God-revering, loving and genuine are just some of the words I can use to describe him. I am just so blessed!

It took him a while to break through some barriers I had up (for good reason!) but I think he will agree that it has been well worth it.